Villains (2) - The Recluse lyrics

I am the bitter son of a world that never wanted me And now it's clear to see I am spit out and useless, beaten too many times, now I speak to you toothless Life's a poison vile that's filled to the brim, so I'll do like they say and take it all in Every new face tells a worn out story Every new place gets my stomach churning Every day the weight on my spine gets bigger Every time I tell myself it's okay it withers I came from dirt, I'll f**ing end in dirt, cause there's nothing more to life than being hurt I came from dirt, I'll f**ing end in dirt, cause there's nothing more to life than being hurt I don't know how to live as a man who's lost it all Or how to pick up these pieces when every time I fall So I'll gather these chains, and tie them to my feet, and step into the ocean and forget to breathe I'm lost, defeated, and senseless (senseless), drove away everyone I've loved so I could end this I've sent out my flares, they've all gone unnoticed, every cry for help was a goddamn d**h wish For too long I've pushed d**h aside, and it's never even crossed my mind, but maybe it's time I give suicide a try