Silently it creeps out into my veins, then it crawls back again Knowing that they have been pa**ed down through time I can no longer claim these feelings to be mine alone This blackened heart will never be pure For feelings like this - there is no cure Cleansing my blood with lies and lies That feeds on my hunger for life Days on repeat Stuck in this bluprint I've made for myself I'm beginning to believe in The impossibility of things Ever getting back to normal