Vices - Alone lyrics

[Chorus] I never wanted a house You were my home We had this place built So you could call it your own Now these walls haunt me The ghost of a family That I took for granted I made this bed now I'll sleep in it (I don't) [Verse 1] Just a child in the body of a man I didn't know how to handle it All the things I said and did I still can't believe it What the f** is wrong with me? Nobody tells you how it will be Head down, work hard, provide We've all been sold a lie It will never mean anything If you're not there with me [Chorus] I never wanted a house You were my home We had this place built So you could call it your own Now these walls haunt me The ghost of a family That I took for granted I made this bed now I'll sleep in it [Verse 2] You were right to get away from me I take the blame, I take the blame Now that everything has changed I'm still nothing if it wasn't for guilt and shame I roamed the earth chasing my dreams And finally you broke at the seams I'll never forgive myself for this But I'll always wish you the very best [Chorus] I never wanted a house You were my home We had this place built So you could call it your own Now what do I call this mess? It seems so worthless The only thing I value Is my life without you