Vertical Horizon - The Unchosen One lyrics

God why you want to play with me Can't you see I'm tumbling down And like your favorite toy Boy I'm tired of being thrown around You lead me through this life of complication and delusion So you drop it in my lap and slap me back towards confusion When it's so hard to decide whether to live or to die in this destiny Tell me what would you say if at the end of the day it was just you and me Smile away the fears that only seem to run me around So you open up the door then the floor came crumbling down I've only one or two dreams there worth losing But they're unraveling, traveling down the road to ruin And the harder I try the more I slip and I slide through this fantasy All by myself I need your help to perservere But the same conclusions always greet me at my door Wouldn't it be nice to fade away And maybe one day you will show me what went wrong How did I become the unchosen one So when the rain is just around my corner Throw some sunshine down my way And I'll hit you with a smile all the while my worries melt away So won't you show me a sign as I continue to climb up this reality All by myself I need your help to perservere And the same conclusions always greet me at my door Wouldn't it be nice to fade away And maybe one day you will show me what went wrong So how did I become the unchosen one