I've never felt alone this time of year In fact I've never felt alone There are moments I could lay down and die But in these dark times it never hurts to try What a miracle it'd be if I could see Just one more breathe escape past your teeth If I'd of known it was going to be this hard I would of crawled in the dirt and gone to sleep with you Your cold blue lips haunt me while I sleep They find me and remind me The snow covers your white outline on the street It almost seems like you weren't here I know it's sad but I walk pa**ed it everyday It's the only time I feel anything Your cold blue lips haunt me while I sleep They find me and remind me It's not blood, it's not tears that makes you real It's the memory you left inside of me The table set for two Am I crazy is that crazy? That I still pour a gla** for you The table set for two Am I crazy is that crazy? That I still pour a gla** for you Your cold blue lips they haunt me while I sleep They find me and remind me It's not blood, it's not tears that makes you real It's the memory you left inside of me Your cold blue lips, they haunt me while I sleep They find me and remind me It's not blood, it's not tears that makes you real It's the memory you left inside of me