And I loved loving you Now I love losing you as well It's a matter of time No one knows what is hid inside In my wondering mind What a sight of relief Can you see what I see? Can you deal with the pain?... No one knows what is hid inside In my wondering mind Oh no Oh no I miss you and I never had you at all Slowly I fade out of reality When there's no one around You are the words when I can't speak All the good memories are racing rapidly in my thoughts In my wondering Mind Oh no Oh no I miss you and I never had you at all Slowly I fade out of reality I miss you and I never had you at all Come meet me on a cloud Leave everyone behind On the ground Just as senseless as before There you come for more I'm strong when you are weak It's a shame you don't exist