Verb T - Sittin' Here feat. BVA lyrics

[Dave Chappelle Sample] These people are not crazy, they strong people Maybe their environment is a little sick [Verb T] It's Verb T man, I'm bad to the bone marrow But our insecurities make us so shallow We act funny, want praise and attention We ego trippin' in a crazy dimension Act dumb to impress the opposite s** And we then get - the opposite of s** Misdirect energy like internet dependencies You might laugh but that's a big threat and its meant to be Got no social life outside a social site So when you start to feel lonely are you so surprised? But fears become less when they vocalised So come on don't be shy, let 'em go, hold the mic Address the public, come on let's discuss things I got a f**in' illness in my gut, its disgusting What man? I'm just sharing I'm old now f** caring I'm walking through an old town the locals are just staring Feeling alien my speech now failing them I'm able to communicate with pen and a piece of paper Can't control this obsessive compulsive My thoughts popping off uncontrollable explosion I'm sittin' here thinking, man I'm just thinking, nah I'm just sittin' here If it could be different, then I'd just blink and man I'd just disappear But then I think different, overcome symptoms, suddenly things are clear I'm sittin' here thinking, man I'm just thinking, nah I'm just sittin' here [BVA] It seems stupid, laughing at myself and how I do sh** Talking to myself in my head like, who's this? I always thought a lot since I rocked the two fish Still you gotta laugh when you shouldn't like we're school kids! f** what the rules is ,I'm a mad joker I'm hyped (high?) but like an alcoholic see me sad sober Sometimes making people happy when inside I ain't It's just the picture that my mind knows and tries to paint A younger me thought they pushed him to the brink and said “Over think”, “Over drink” quick where the f**'s the sink? But he didn't know sh** Thinking with his glow stick Chemical corrosive, spurt the mind that grow quick And I see everybody frontin' Insecurities glowing on the night like pumpkins I function the same, but have to laugh cause it's all bull sh** The human conditioning that my head's filled with [Verb T] I'm sittin' here thinking, man I'm just thinking, nah I'm just sittin' here If it could be different, then I'd just blink and man I'd just disappear Then I think different, overcome symptoms, suddenly things are clear I'm sittin' here thinking, man I'm just thinking, nah I'm just sittin' here