Verb T - Isn't Clear lyrics

[Intro] Yeah.. Come spinning out, spinning out, spinning out.. (x2) [Verse 1] Yo, I'm spinning out, running rings around the room Trying to settle down, but everything's about to move Life's inpermanent, my dead skin's merging into earth again Yet still I'm back to work again Running from the future, hiding from the past Face bears a clue, had to disguise it with a mask Could it be the stubbornness that's driving us apart? But without that surely I would disembark (.................), into the cold night Hold tight to an old shrine, roll dice I've been gambling my whole life - oh my goodness The good ship lost at sea; there's no light Will the pain ever disappear? What am I missing here? Still thinking, and still sitting here With only silence for answers; I laugh as my anger resides in the darkness (My anger resides in the darkness x2) (Yeah.. Didn't disappear.. Look) [Hook] Didn't disappear, still sitting here Am I happy or sad, it still isn't clear No fakeness, only realism here And if you didn't catch that, then listen here (x2) [Verse 2] (My mistakes..) Once again I sit wide awake In the dark, This is the only time I take Putting wrinkles on my face, I slide away Into another room, looking for the light again I'm in pain, think I might die again Drama, I know, my mind (has) gone too far (Dumb f**) No I'm not, you are! sh**.. But I'm the only here The lonely one here, with only one fear Fear, I'm feeling it but can't shake it Back on medication, feeling wasted Even sound redundant to myself as I'm saying it Dig a grave and I lay in it Dig ?attention? - I fight from it Aligning with the fire in the fiber's In the tip of a dynamite stick; now I'm lit (lit, lit, lit) Temper raging, it's racing its way through my veins and I'm pacing Man, it's nothing but the same thing Up in the cycle trying to break it Or maybe I'm just fake trying to change it Will the pain ever disappear? What am I missing here? Still thinking, and still sitting here With only silence for answers; I laugh as my anger resides in the darkness [Hook] Didn't disappear, still sitting here Am I happy or sad, it still isn't clear No fakeness, only realism here And if you didn't catch that, then listen here (x2)