Velli - No Apologies lyrics

(intro) Hey Haven't seen you in a while but um Also.. I don't mean to apologize but.. I still gotta say (verse) Hold on, bump this louder cuz this sh** is my jam I've been kicking this sh** inside my mind And now it's back again I've been called mr nobody but hey Ive been just k**ing this writing for days And I've been practicing not getting fazed Say what I mean and I mean what I say I keep it most honest So when I eat out with a girl, I never say it's platonic And wheneverI be just rhyming or writing the lines I find it hard to be modest But I do apologize if you got mad For all the things that I said in the past For all the promises I couldn't keep But Im myself now, hope you understand Understand, I wish it was different I Didn't ask for the bitter ends uh Im trying be a better man Trying to trump all motherf**er that I'm better than' Get a lot of things, life a b**h make her wetter and Trying get a Benz, holder her hands I will let her in Then go for a ride, and then get it in I'll never say to her see you girls later then Cuz she the one woman that that I love Out of b**hes that Im lustin' for Lustin' for the bu*t nut bustin' Think we loving but I'm only f**ing f**ing lies say I gotta go now Really gotta go save the world now Time flies you cannot shoot that bird down It don't stop and I'm like that I don't burn out Turns outs Imma f**ing beast on my own For your own sake please leave me alone I don't wanna hurt your feelings when I'm gone Cuz Im working 9to5 all alone Im not lyin' when I say I got no time I might be if I say it's not cuz my Music that I make, I mean for real No fake sh** I'm honest I say I can't do sh** you want me to do Afford a round trip in and out Malibu I know I don't got sh** but got a lot to lose I'm sorry I know I'm saying a lot to you I be working now, bet you wish I was working out You put make up on thinking that you worthy now But please step aside I just got an in- Spriation, of the reason why I wanna win Been around a mall, saw things that I wanted but I just couldn't get it back then Want some more later when I get bands Life a hoe and I want a lap dance Nevermind she faithful to me She promised she will forever love me But I don't know if can always love her If don't become who I wanna be Wanna be better than all Performing copping the cheddar and cars Making the b**hes get wetter in awe Snitches regrettin' that they pushed me off Im just so sad that you can't be with me This so dumb that we cannot agree Yall are just numb you don't see what i see We can make up but it's better to be So when I leave please don't come looking for me