Velli - Clarification lyrics

(Intro) Yeah I'm working so hard man Like I'm so tired and sh** I didn't get to sleep last night Cuz I had stuff to do you know Yeah I just wanted to make... things clear for you (verse 1) While yall popping bottles, allegedly f**ing models I was bumping hip hop tracks, sh**'s my f**ing bible Paying dues, making music, a life long mission So enthused, to cut loose, my sh** for listens Think I'm the only boss with no a**istants Moving pens back and forth, like a f**ing piston Ain't no wishing, I just do it no concessions, I'm in sessions More than satan if he ever got into confessions Haha, but kept my friends all so distanced I just hope they ain't offended, Im not trying to diss 'em Heart in to the game I have to check it's pulsing Rhymes hot like Olsens I've been feeling old since Day that I've ben working hard yall hardly working While Im trying to win the grammy b**hes party searching Visionary I'd be spitting all these bars with martin Out this world, tell me I ain't really partly martian (verse 2) People wanna chill Im like another day man They like what the f** you sayin' it's a Friday man So I give 'em my excuses for they tend to grow accusive When I tell I be dreaming, and I'm trying to dream it lucid Music got me in the zone, sh** that I be on Got me bumping sh** in cla** October's Very Own Missing parties, women missing scent of my cologne I be home, grinding for the buzz, like you ‘for you stoned For the buzz, Im awake 'till late as f** I be up, as of lately Im a diamond in the rough Like this man I be grinding like this and Don't let me catch ya, don't let me catch ya Stunting like a f**ing actor O please I don't wanna blow up and just blast ya I don't wanna diss the people that I knew Lotta f**ing hating but let me ride it through (verse 3) My friend told me “everything in moderation” Thing that I cannot follow, need a consultation Spent years writing but we lacking conversations Feeling old but I never seem to grow complacent Haha, I cannot be satisfied When you hear that I got signed please don't act surprised They say lying to yourself makes the saddest lie So I stay objective and I still feel like the best alive Girls picking dresses, and the shoes that compliments it I be writing verses, and then someone compliments it I just f**ing rock and roll but I ain't from Memphis Repping dc Maryland, but I might change my answers Cuz I might do my shows over the globe Dependant on my own fanbase, and how fast it grows Talented at rapping s** at poetry and prose Hope I ain't misunderstood when I leave myself too exposed