Vektroid - Zen Grief lyrics

[Verse 1] I find it real hard on my energy To take your sh** off of my centerpiece I need you to go rep my set for me I'm traveling inward, endless Footsteps in a blizzard that's hellish I'm sure you could teach me another time But right now I'm expressing my helpless I know in the end I will never find A state that I can't recover from Zen grief? DJ Khaled, another one Laughter, tears, and unusable bubble gum Back to fear and the usual crummy luck I don't have to pretend I don't give a f** Ego d**h and the body's is soon to come I'll cum on your face if your name is Fate And f** faith all it made me was late I got that sh** in my dresser to make you go "woo," and then, "swag," and then, "woo," and then die again I got some books on my desk that I'd tell you I'm interested in But I know that's a lie I go the glyphs on my arm I forgot how to read Instructions on walls, I forgot how to breathe Pota**ium gluconate, iron, magnesium Zinc, and a bunch of Aleve I cannot stress this enough I am ecstatic as f** I am erratic as f** Ambivalent feelings I'll always be stuck in Torturous peace keeps my energy tucked in I'll drown in this bliss with a side of forlorn Hell hath no wrath like an ego that's scorned Worn like a crown of thorns, swept up by power storms I don't know how your born out of this sh** [Verse 2] Tell me you hate me, I need to suffer k** me over and over, I'll still recover f**ed d**h in it's mouth with a broken rubber I've been laughing at weaknesses I discovered A basket of flesh with no real perception Trying to form an opinion on Zen and grief I just follow instructions from make-believes I just call for destruction like baby teeth Where is God? I'm supposed to be stoned to d**h Here the cops are the gods that give stoners d**h Science project that failed cause he overslept I just ate apple pie, and the Lord wept I just paid with a Proof of Concord Kept to my many absolving facsimile I'll keep bleeding until there's no more left in my enemy's enemy's enemy [Chorus] I tried to keep you from getting wings cause my grades don't reflect my intelligence The thing that prevents me from getting things is a factor that shouldn't be relevant Let go or be dragged over Otta Seal on an unending road to your tenement Don't bother I've already got a deal with an unhappy curse as my settlement An unhappy curse is my settlement