Vehemence - I Must Not Live lyrics

My wretched flesh stings just adding to my pain I must not live, I am a curse. What have I done? She was the only one, my life now meaningless. Merely wasting flesh I hate myself. Her Flesh Since Rotten Away I hate you jesus I blame you You f**ing ba*tard you stole her You made me worthless to myself The only answer....my revenge It suddenly is so clear Sobbing through a smile.... When you've lost everything there is nothing more to lose, now my Revelation unfolds before me Back to School but with intent to spill the blood of christs' sheep on my flesh Christ, they will pay for your sins Everyone guilty in my eyes My blade warm in my moist hand Who will be the first? Quickly venturing into the bathroom, cla** is in session I find a young girl in a stall, I am in love again I want to take as many as I can This little who*e gutted on the toilet My dick stiffens staring at her vagina Warm wet pool spreads across the tile This is not a replacement Like a spider web no escape This girls come in but never leave I start to lose count of my victims Blood to my ankles vindicates They are on to me I pierce my wrist This part is easy.... Blood pours form my arm, I cannot let them take me I give myself to satan, I will not let jesus have me