Vday - Late Nights. lyrics

The precursor: Verse 1: Bout mid day when I texted you, venting the things I been through.. Procrastinated I love yous, countered with I miss yous.. My apologies for this past year, I didn't mean ta hit u with the distant.. & u replied I'm not tripping, so maybe tonight you can fix it.. Bout 11:30 when I called you.. Saying I'm bout ta fall through.. I got wine ta pour, & weed ta roll.. Seeing as our rapport negates self control.. We both know what this will transcend to.. U ask me how I feel for you.. & I freeze up, so u tense up.. Now Neither one of us can make a move.. And that's f**ed up.. I grab your thighs, we locked eyes, I said be mine.. I won't attempt ta play u, forsake u or betray you.. U kissed me hard, I held u tight.. And we made love all night... From the bottom of my heart, I'm going miss these late nights.. The inter-loop: Verse 2: Gotta love these late nights.. When u call me saying u need me.. Kiss me hard when u greet me.. And we make love in my backseat.. Sensually & pa**ionately.. U whisper in my ear u want all of me.. I ask u what u mean? & u said s**y as f**, "Ellis bust in me" Soon Time flies and we fall out, can't say I know what that's about.. But I know damn well that it's bullsh**.. & I'm feeling like I should foreifeit.. Questioning whether or not I'm important.. Or just a source in for dick.. It's like u only love me during late nights.. When u can vent ta me & escape life.. Tables turn, we try ta rebuild a burnt bridge.. Ironic right? I'm lovesick.. Pressing u bout monogamy & having kids... It's a shot ta my pride, but I'll admit.. U played me good, & the price was right.. So I kept gambling these late nights.. The Realization: Verse 3: Bout six years we been doing this Nd nothing much is really changing.. The s** is good, undoubtedly.. But that's all I get of u nd u get out of me.. Our communication f**ed up, but on late nights we luck up.. Sangria & purple haze.. We high as f** & drunk in love.. We always try ta build a bridge of peace.. Nd plan a future we'll never see.. Then we face reality Nd go live life separately.. Maybe on another late night, we'll make love under moonlight.. But as of today, we've realized sh** not the same...