Vaultry - A Letter To A Dead Friend lyrics

Dearest friend, where do I begin? I've been writing this for months and months and it never seems to end There's always one more phrase, to take it's place Where do I begin? Where do I begin? I'm running from myself at the edge Lighting fires in my lungs, to clear the smoke from my head I always hate moments like this Dearest friend, ever since you left, I've been trying to convince myself I shouldn't wish I'd written this any sooner Cuz I'm still questioning if I dug up everything? Where do I begin? I'm running from myself at the edge Lighting fires in my lungs, to clear the smoke from my head I always hate moments like this Where do I begin? No one ever wants to write this letter. God I hope I never have to write it again I'm caught in a whirlwind of thoughts and you are at the centre Where do I begin? I'm running from myself at the edge Lighting fires in my lungs, to clear the smoke from my head Would it have made it any easier? And I hate that people have to ask if it was suicide, because they say people aren't supposed to die at 25 They said you could live forever if you really tried, But, you get what anybody gets, you get a lifetime