Vasiliy - Grief lyrics

There's nothing more but my fateful grief, and lone I will weep for a thousand years of this awful curse, and my heart forever hurt. My broken heart screams to an early grave whenever I hear your name. And I hope one day that I'll be saved, life will never be the same. Is there any cease from the tears that I weep? But out of the darkness will emerge light without defeat. I'll fade to ash, hide away the past. What more can I do? How much I miss you, it can not be true. No more love to see me through. I'll drink every day to drown my sorrows all away, I'll never see color ever again, why can't you stay?