Vanna - Lead Balloon lyrics

This is note to my future self I won't make it to you So please send me help This is my room becoming a tomb And a dying dream is the only view What have I become Dead and dumb and uncomfortably numb I'm not proud of this Do I even exist Every day goes on and on, the same old song But I'm stuck and I can't move Please tell me what I should do When you're that deep When you're too weak All do you is sleep Cause when you're that low Everything is a hole That drags you even further below I write to you I'm weak and but I can feel now My soul slowly giving out I'm not that strong So you'll have to carry on now Cause I don't think I know how And I know you had such amazing plans And I hope you know I tried so hard not to let go Cause when you're that deep When you're too weak All you do is sleep Cause when you're that low Everything's a hole That drags you even further below I write to you I'm weak but I can feel now My soul slowly giving out I'm not that strong So you'll have to carry on now Cause I don't think I know how This isn't how we die You're not reading the ending right You are meant for greatness Open up your eyes and face it Now to your feet and follow me The road is hard but you're harder Can't you feel your heart beat starting? The blood that runs through our veins Means you and I are the same The road is hard but you're harder Can't you feel your heart beat starting? I write to you You're weak but you can feel now You're soul slowly getting out You are so strong And you'll have to carry on now Cause I know that you know how