Vanity - Truth Or Truth (Remix) lyrics

[Intro] Yeah... Aye man I just... I just got a couple things I wanna get off my chest.. Put it behind me.. [Verse: Jewlz] Maybe it's my fault, I shoulda never stopped So many fans were comin' in thought I was at the top Fell off my pedastool, what an unlucky soldier But in the end, it was my co*kiness that f**ed me over My vision blurry, but I can make it clear for you You see I'm scared of something, you won't believe it too But I'mma tell you, so let's keep this between me & you The person listening? Yeah my biggest fear is you Cuz you control where my music goes so you should know That everything I did wasn't for me, but you also But you know, I don't think I told you enough Cuz when my life got rough, that's when my mics turned up That's when my voice gets heard, like never before Told my deepest secrets on a mixtape you heard G4 & if you haven't you don't know me Never thought what I loved would k** me slowly Can't leave rap alone the game needs me Even when everyone in my city don't believe me Try growing up in a town that doesn't support you But every other state in this country f**in' adores you I'm tryna prove that I don't have to be the only one To make it, just remember that I'm not God's only son But when it comes to this rap sh** I'm the holy one The chosen one, flow so cold, the booth is frozen son f** it I don't have nothin' to prove Cuz when you still ain't won sh** you still have nothin' to lose How much longer must I deal wit all the f**in abuse I feel you Joey when you askin' what the f** is the use? What if I left the game now, would it matter to you? Or am I just another rapper to you? If you left me now I wouldn't blame you At the end of the day this mic's the only thing I can complain to Without feeling corrupt, without being judged I live in hatred cuz I grew up never feeling loved I hear the laughter of people saying they doubt me But never will they ever think of sayin it around me Cuz deep down they believe in me They see it in me, but they don't want me to see it for myself Look in the mirror tell me what's your reflection Cuz in me you see hope, but in your soul it's depression So why you hate me for doing something I'm meant to do? Music's the only thing that I'm good at you imbecile n***as is hatin' me not knowing when I rap or spit My words lift lives this ain't no muthaf**in magic trick & to my grandma I know you're seein' me struggle Just wanted to let you know that I love you These people here on Earth are gettin worse cuz they want me to fall But if I do you'll pick me back up, I'm ready to ball I'm ready to get my family the f** up outta here I'm sorry for my language grandma, I'm sorry grandpa But I'm mad.. [Jewlz Talking] Yeah.. Aye man, I been doing this sh** for 6 years.. 6 years, you understand me? On May 15th, 2012.. I signed to PMG, Phenomenal Music Group.. It's like a dream come true And all my life... All my life, people told me I couldn't-- I couldn't do what I wanted.. I couldn't do this rap sh**.. & so many times comes to my mind: Am I meant to be doing this? Should I stop? Should I keep going..? But I kept going. Now look at me man.. Aye.. I just.. I just wanna let you know, I never forget somebody who told me I couldn't do this I remember you.. & I will always remember you Don't ever tell me I can't do something in my life... I'm made for this sh**, man.. I'm out of here [Verse: Vanity] Truth is, I dont know what truth is Use your heart more you become heartless Started to fear less, till I was fearless Don't tell me I dont I have the sk**s to be consider best To all the people all your hating towards me does not exist/ here.. Ugh, ...Here thee, here thee Kneel to the sins, Lord please save me.. Hear me, Ive Been lost in a dark corner.. & while The evil is grieving on my come up I Guess its easy to see me & not believe.. Lack of the appearance has grounded me to achieve.. A feen for this music as soon as I hear the keys The base or the snares gives me everything I need For everything I touch, will be born, or reborn Granted life, it will breathe, a soul sort of speak Mmm, You know that feeling? Spit like hell, blessed by our heaven You black mask a track, well I dont feel threatened Ny Native, Lefrax reppin Desire all the cars & the fabric Just imagine all the bras from these broads in my section Take this recording session & send this to all the legends, let them know im hungry & let them know that im the type of guy to leave the plate clean My soul screams whenever I see the big screen Ive seen things that should never be spoken I have dreams that should never broken You try me? Then I try harder I refuse to lose to self claimed artists Who dedicate their talent to decieve When I dont see no substance in what their trynna preach Preach... Its something that I cannot fathom, One I can't believe Remember this is life, & nothings what it seems Ive seen this all before, chasing after my dreams I used to love my mind floating in the sky Yet im doper without the fix their broke You take away their excuse to escape and they choke But im no hypcorite, I smoke with my n***as and I feel weight lifted when I fly, but when I fall down All the pain will revive, I would stay high But it hurts too many people, the pain is alive The pain is alive.. Im sorry faith, you were deprived.. My mother beat cancer My brother had a son I dont have a diploma momma But a man il become I can't sit in cla**, listen to the teachers Cutting a**, about the knowledge that I can't grasp f** that, I rather put my all into something that I love if I fail, its ok Cuz unlike most people I did it my way I can die knowing that I tried [Vanity Talking] Can you say that?