Vanisher - I Am Failure lyrics

I am the wasted existence That you fear you'll become Don't give in to this- It eats you up I hate my job And have no drive to do anything great My sister is laughing at me Because god is nowhere to be found They are nowhere to be found!, in this town! She is the only one I am to impress I am lost again I guess it'll stay this way It may only be days (before this seems old to me) She is the only one I am to impress I am lost again But I'll soak it in and I will take what's coming Call, for help Call, for help! Absorb all the needed self pity To make me shut the f** up Only a remainder that happiness is always short lived All the wrong reasons push me I wanted to feel again (and it was granted) All the right ones kept just out of reach You should have just shut the f** up She is the only one I am to impress I am lost again I guess it'll stay this way It may only be days (before this seems old to me) She is the only one I am to impress I am lost again But I'll soak it in and I will take what's coming Take what's coming! I am! the wasted existence That you fear you'll become! When the sun goes down On the last day of my life You'll know the reasons She is the only one I am to impress I am lost again I guess it'll stay this way It may only be days (before this seems old to me) She is the only one I am to impress I am lost again But I'll soak it in and I will take what's coming