Vanilla Blaq - Reminder To Myself lyrics

[Verse 1] There's only two things written on my shopping list Success.. Patience is right on top of it So close yet so far, the vision through my binoculars You can't fight a, half man, half octopus Will I ever make it? ... Damn the awkwardness The contrast between, the realists and the optimists The journey to Hip Hop Metropolis Ever found greatness, lurking in your oesophagus? There's no sleep, till I'm laying dead where my coffin is Hard work is an orphan, I guess that I'm adopting it There's no other option kid Ill only freestyle if success is what the topic is Ag, this is the realest sh** I ever wrote I lost my script book, now there's a rapper spitting better quotes Punchlines make your lips pop 5 words, Priddy Ugly Is Hip Hop.. [Chorus] I'm deep in the pool I'm drowning and I'm leaking the proof Truth, I got a demon or two I'm seeking to prove I mean, I Ain't eager to lose And I'm not leaving 'til I'm mean and improved My only fear is that I won't ever hear em clap Clap.. Clap.. My only fear is that I won't ever hear em clap Clap.. Clap.. [Verse 2] So I'm chilling in a room full of strangers What's strange is, I Ain't have to mention what my name is Is this what fame is? Being shameless? Half naked girls and some drunk entertainers.. Is this what fame does..? With all of these groupies, how I treat my girl with the same love Sleeping with Boity, or somebody famous This can't be a story about, how a nikka came up Man, I'm trying keep sane in this industry Trying to change the game while maintaining the synergy So, toast for me and pop a bottle for my chapter In a world where everybody is a model and a rapper A blogger or a dancer, photographers and some actors The industry cooks you up, then its swallowing you after They rocking Jay's, I'm k**ing them in my flip flops 5 Words, Priddy Ugly Is Hip Hop.. [Chorus] I'm deep in the pool I'm drowning and I'm leaking the proof Truth, I got a demon or two I'm seeking to prove I mean, I Ain't eager to lose And I'm not leaving 'til I'm mean and improved My only fear is that I won't ever hear em clap Clap.. Clap.. My only fear is that I won't ever hear em clap Clap.. Clap.. [Verse 3] We all gotta grind 'til our teeth ache Climb mountains 'til our arms and our feet ache But keep faith, 'cause when u start to eat cake And go corporate, you the nikka that the streets hate To keep safe, I keep a Bible in my brief case On the road to destiny, just know you bound to meet fate Be the best.. No, I'm trying to be great They tryna beat Khuli, I'm trying to beat drake Trying to go places, I Ain't seen before Trying to cop the type of gear that they Ain't seen in stores Perform, and have the crowd screaming "MORE" But how the f** I'm gonna do it, when there's Kiernan Forbes I living less, and I'm dreaming more And tall prayer, always makes your demons small Time waits for no man, time only tick-tocks 5 words, Priddy Ugly Is Hip Hop [Chorus] I'm deep in the pool I'm drowning and I'm leaking the proof Truth, I got a demon or two I'm seeking to prove I mean, I Ain't eager to lose And I'm not leaving 'til I'm mean and improved My only fear is that I won't ever hear em clap Clap.. Clap.. My only fear is that I won't ever hear em clap Clap.. Clap..