Vanguart - Recoiling lyrics

I'm not in love for the first time I'm not in love for the first time And I don't feel blue, I don't feel bad I don't feel happy but I'm not sad Your love words are choking me Putting my backs against the wall Your smile so lovely now Seems to be so boring Stop to crying for me 'Cause I won't cry with you I won't let any love tear Fall down I'm not in love for the first time I'm not in love for the first time Leave me alone Leave me alone I threw up all my love And I don't miss him 'Cause I'm not in love for the first time (think I'm in love)