Vanessa Kafka - Calato lyrics

I woke up in the morning choking on the words Trying to find out where I've been And the emptiness outstretched It hurt to breath And these words, they cut so deep My thoughts roll like thunder Too angry to make sense And I'm falling fast behind I just need somewhere to lay my head And clear my mind And I need to get back there But I fear I've come to far And I need to find my way back to that place Beyond the stars And maybe one more drink to soothe my pain And maybe I'll get back there But I'm just not ready yet My reflection in a mirror It's not the girl that I once knew And I'm seeing life through hazy eyes The naked truth And I don't know what changed me But there's a stranger back there Calling my name And I need to get back there But I fear I've come to far And I need to find my way back to that place Beyond the stars And maybe one more drink to soothe my pain And maybe I'll get back there But I'm just not ready yet