I've been searching The fossil that once was a fawn I've been waiting For the sun to rise up with the dawn Sleeping for 21 hours a day Fending the doctors away Bleeding decay Oh, sweet surrender Collapse to my knees Beg and plead Fill me with everything I threw this in the fire Fuelled by my desires Gave it all away Led the flock astray Bent and broken vine Choking at the spine Oh, sweet surrender Collapse to my knees Beg and plead Fill me with everything I'm starting again Tearing my flesh Stripped to the bone The all that I've grown Leaving behind Breathe like a child It's taken the winter To find who I am