And when I fall into sleep Hands are reaching for me In the darkest spotlight There are no secrets to keep Children pointing at me Get lipsticks for my suicide A thousand mirrors breakin´ When my wounds are achin´ Nightmares, shiver, insanity my dear Locked, chaos and dripping bloody tears Stutter, pain They are trying to change my mind Past is a b**h you can´t unwind They are tryin´ Nothing is left This nightmare so worn Storm in my mind Reality gone Trust no more Heaven´s shore In all of us Hands are reachin´ for me In this darkest spotlight Children pointing at me Get lipsticks for my suicide Freedom coming with guns Worldwar goin´ on inside But you destroy everything When my wounds are aching Cold blowing wind and the moths come in They tell me to to leave - they breed on my skin They just pretend - drill down inside But in the end - they f** me and rape me and eat all my soup