Vacuum - In The Dirt lyrics

She is somewhere in the dirt Buried in my town And my heart will never burn Out of time And the blood keep running cold The crack can never close And I'm growing really old In my mind I resent all the pain I take back every stupid word I said It wasn't really me How do I feel All messed up But common who is not I soak up every rain Checking memories when time flies overhead So blinded I agree How do I feel All messed up But common who is not Guess our whole life's meant to be A thing that one should learn If it's sorrow that I feel No return And the world is still alive Breathing heavily All the dreams that I revive Are ecstasy