Are you losing sleep? Or did you think that I would try, To spend my time counting the days? To watch the sun go down, Outside your house? You know I cant carry this weight I still never gave up, The dreams that we made up At least I'm not lying myself away It's all the same to you Of all the times to speak- You spoke out first, And all the times to leave- You chose the worst, You picked yourself, Just because it hurts Counting the days, 'Til I don't bite my tongue Constantly tried, But never proved me wrong I got it rough, Got my fingers crossed, That you'll be gone But I still never gave up, Those dreams that we made up At least I'm not lying myself away It's all the same to you