Useless Id - Erratic lyrics

I've been having a hard time with myself Counting the beats of my bad pulse again Then it turned into a nightmare I've been tossing and turning in my bed Sleep deprivation worked me overtime Until my body hit the decline Down, over the low There's always something on my nerves That gets me so erratic Down, over the low There's always something on my nerves That gets me so erratic I was a misfit in my youth I thought I knew everything but I admit That I used to wallow in sh** So what was there to love about the thrills Other than the time it k**ed I'm motionless, still I fear the regress Down, over the low There's always something on my nerves That gets me so erratic Down, over the low There's always something on my nerves That gets me so erratic Now, I've got a big lump in my throat And it may take some time to swallow it I'm still trying to get used to it Down, over the low There's always something on my nerves That gets me so erratic Down, over the low There's always something on my nerves That gets me so Here lie the pieces to my puzzled weakness A term that made me so erratic It made me so erratic