Useless Id - At Least I Tried lyrics

How come first love always last a life time? 8 years ago. First time that I saw you. Ever since then I had my yearly thought of how shy of me to never come and tell you that... Many days that I remember sitting by the phone, crying and afraid to call you, knowing you're at home. We're both alone and I can't help it. How about I just wait one more monday... It's a rainy day outside and it's colder on this bus. I just saw you across the street, waiting. Next stop I'm getting off to relive my 80's drama flick. You are gone. Tommorrow I'll call in sick. Many days that I remember sitting by the phone, crying and afraid to call you, knowing you're at home. We're both alone andI can't help it. How about I just wait one more monday... I got a message you have someone. Happy all the time. No room for me this time around. Let's get on with our lives. I can go on from now and know that deep inside, At least I tried.