The plants are dying, so why can't I? Next to them on the ground, I lie while they turn brown They fall down while I sit up I look up to the clouds and I realize, d**h is not for us all Not for you all, but maybe for me I've smoked my lungs away I'm choking nobody help me please Let me be, I won't be fine Your awkward feelings put us behind Now I watch as everything falls What's to stand for now? We know everything falls down Nothing works for me, I'm just wasting here If you're like me you've got no one to call your own Drown in your awkwardness, I've wasted breath again Inside I'm screaming. (let me out) d**h grabs me by the throat Your hand is d**h and you choke me till I puke love What is love? You'll never know You look up to the stars and you take a guess But your guess is not right My guess not right, but tomorrow night I'll cleanse myself from this apathy And then I'll re-think, how I should feel She said it was, and then my heart died She ripped it out, but I'm still here alive Slowly caring did fade What's to stand for now? We know everything falls down Nothing works for me, I'm just wasting here If you're like me you've got no one to call your own Drown in your awkwardness, I've wasted breath again What's to stand for now? We know everything falls down What's to stand for now? We know everything falls down Drown in your awkwardness I've wasted breath again Choke me till I puke love But this heart won't come up Drown in your awkwardness I've wasted breath again Choke me till I puke love But this heart won't come up What's to stand for now? We know everything falls down Nothing works for me, I'm just wasting here If you're like me you've got no one to call your own Drown in your awkwardness, I've wasted breath again Drown in your awkwardness, I've wasted breath again