I lie awake in your arms and realize You smothered all that was me I couldn't be what you needed me to be I didn't want this, I never wanted this It's not a feeling It's something I'm hearing I can't hold on to what might have been Voices in my head rising to a scream I didn't want this, I never wanted this I see your face, staring and broken The shattered gla**, the drops upon the floor Reflecting the image of what we are no more I didn't want this, I never wanted this