Until We Die - As Fear Became Reality lyrics

Still sleeping I feel the rising of my pulse Tonight I’ll find a way to end it all Still breathing Collecting thoughts inside my head I don’t know what the f** is going on I always like I am okay, but now I cannot wait to find a way outside I thought I’d live another day Forever I’ll be caught inside this painful lie As nights go by so divine I realize that I’ll be plagued by my own demons (I am caught by my own demons) Forever living a lie I’m not free Endless suffering I feel the pain because I cannot close my eyes Tonight I’ll watch myself die again I know that I am just spiraling away from reality Drowning in the sorrow of the shadows of the night There is no cure for me I’ll watch myself waste away A broken entity I’m just a memory that’s why there is no cure for me and I’m trying to forget the fact that everybody wants to watch me burn Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else, but I’ve changed for the worse I have changed for the worse I’ll never be the same man again I have lost the fight Another day, another night, another week, another f**ing life There is no cure for me I’ll watch myself waste away A broken entity I’m just a memory that’s why there is no cure for me and I’m trying to forget the fact that everybody wants to watch me burn Amongst this mess I was a normal person just like everybody else, but I’ve changed for the worse Still sleeping I feel the rising of my pulse Tonight I’ll find a way to end it all Still breathing Collecting thoughts inside my head I don’t know what the f** is going on I always like I am okay, but now I cannot wait to find a way outside I thought I’d live another day Forever I’ll be caught inside this painful lie