The hate that tears at my brain Remains unseen to you The self loathing and the pain I'm swinging at the end of my rope, If you only knew I am lost without a hope, There's nothing I can do Oh. I don't want to live this day It's getting harder every day, To face what I've become The fear of what I have become Remains unseen to you A heart that's just gone numb Remains unseen to you I just want to close my eyes And pretend this isn't true Throw my hands up to the skies There's nothing I can do Oh. This feeling of helplessness And despair remains unseen to you It's the cross that I must bear, But it remains unseen to you I dwell in a twisted reality of hate, Remains unseen to you Ugly thoughts, you cannot relate, So I'll remain unseen to you