Unkle Adams - Lonely Soul lyrics

[Verse 1] Aside from a smartphone, I spend the night alone Tryna' to pa** time, in this quiet home Reflecting and second guessing the life I choose From decisions made, to the seeds sown Looking back on my past and the outcome I just wanna feel proud when it's all done There were times when I hated and I shoulda' loved I'm the stubborn one, the one to hold a grudge However, some things have occurred to me Be it epiphany, be it maturity Things worry me, things are hurting me It's like I'm constantly faced with adversity I finished high school, no university But that was my call, I did it purposely Not that I had the funds anyway But do you any professors in the rap game? [Hook] I spend my nights alone Sometimes I'm just a lonely soul Ya I might look alright But deep inside I've paid the toll I've walked on broken gla** Danced through ash and open flame And I'd do it all again Because my past has paved the way [Verse 2] It's like I always want what I can't have Until I get then I didn't want it that bad Whatever man, I'm just working on my happiness They don't know my struggle no not even the half of it Look, I'm not here to whine to you when the mic's live I just let my feelings out when I write rhymes So if a lot of you relate to what I say today Then that's a bonus mate, I'm just living day to day I'm tryna' do my thing, at full capacity Music and me, we just fit together naturally My bank account's feeling tapped financially But if I go broke, at least I'm going happily I walk alone all the time and that's fine It's just another part of being one of a kind This is my path, it's the road I chose But sometimes, I'm just a lonely soul [Hook] I spend my nights alone Sometimes I'm just a lonely soul Ya I might look alright But deep inside I've paid the toll I've walked on broken gla** Danced through ash and open flame And I'd do it all again Because my past has paved the way [Verse 3] When I'm looking at these old pictures I wouldn't trade them for the world's gold riches Memories full of friends and family gone I'm talking way before I ever had a rap song I've lost friends even had a couple pa** away My life feels like a movie it's a matinee With each day as a page in the script and Some of the pages are torn and ripped But I'll fix them, all I need is tape and glue And some love from the music I make for you 'Cause you help me, you don't understand it truly You level me out when my brain is goofy I need you, this here's a two way street Without listeners, music is incomplete So no matter the weather, whatever city I roam Y'all make me remember that I am never alone [Hook] I spend my nights alone Sometimes I'm just a lonely soul Ya I might look alright But deep inside I've paid the toll I've walked on broken gla** Danced through ash and open flame And I'd do it all again Because my past has paved the way [Postlude] I'm just a lonely soul, I'm just a just lonely soul Just a just a lonely soul I'm just a lonely soul, I'm just a just a lonely soul Just a just a lonely soul