Underoath - Act Of Depression lyrics

("All I ever wanted was someone to love me") I tried to cry out from the inside, but I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls, I saw you staring through the cracks No one was to know what was happening in me I felt no love, I felt no reason to carry on with my life Everything was wrong, nothing was right, at least that is what I thought Kids finding laughter at my expense They were k**ing me on the inside they couldn't give up their pride My heart was bleeding from so much grieving On the outside I looked fine, you couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell I got caught up in the moment of depression, And before I knew it my bodywas lying on the ground With a gun in my hand my hourgla** was out of sand Thanks to all the people who drove me to d**h Without you I could of never ended my breath Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate There was a way out, but I chose the easy route Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction "No more love, no more pain," for you have chosen suicide as the way out... Help them Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor, Pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror Her body is now a part of mutilation, her soul the victim of strangulation I will not accept this evil anymore I never thought of who I hurt or I never tried to look for the good I'm sorry for whoever I hurt, it's not easy to look back on my life, And know I did not know Christ For now I live in a real hell I wish I had another chance... then I would live my life with love