Udora - The Sun Drenched In Mud lyrics

I'm really sorry that you left me Wish you could still breath around me I know the pressure's been too intense Made you deaf and blind to the evidence My faith is nailed to the forehead Values trapped within my pride I could never be baptized in fear So I wanna sing this to your face It's my will, let it take place I'm not about to give pigs the sun drenched in mud I just thought you'd stick around now Whether you could change me or not, yeah I've made my mistakes I know it, How could they ever threaten our wholeness? Without you I'm all but complete Greater flaws will diminish with age If I was meant to walk upon your heels Every single thing would have been in vain So I've got to follow who I am I'm not about to give pigs the sun drenched in mud There's a memory of a smile Pure and sound as your embrace So if you try to turn that knob You'll find that the door still opens 'Cause I'm still around to give you A chance to know me