Tystnaden - Pride vs Intellect lyrics

I want to push my life so strong But now I am so tired I wanna cry and fight at the same time I wanna win and loosen my grip But what do I really want? I would like to do the whole I decide to do I live between deceits and echoes of my faith I want to disappoint no one with my escape You have always to be in strain with all To never crumble down in my pain Without ever saying "I can't" I wanna cry and fight at the same time I am only a child that poses as a warrior And the armour again has overwhelmed me I have always to be in strain With all and everyone without Give me a rest or respite To never crumble down I can't see my way in This labyrinthic game of Opposite forces but I Have always to be in strain with Myself, my friends, the ones who trust in me but All I can now is wriggle And I live between deceits now I can't breath, I can't stand up, no one will pick up me 'cause they know I'm too proud and I want to scrape through by myself now I can't breath, I can't stand up, no one will pick up me 'cause they know I'm too proud and I want to scrape through by myself now I am only a child that poses as a warrior And the armour again has overwhelmed me I live between deceits and echoes of my faith I want to disappoint no one with my escape You have always to be in strain with all To never crumble down in my pain Without ever saying "I can't" Without the bitter words "I cannot"