[Verse 1] I'm just sitting here all alone You're probably goin' through my phone Some days I wish I could disappear But you're so vain, you'll never know (So vain, you'll never know) [Chorus] I don't wanna pretend We're still friends in the summer Did you think I'd forget? I said, "Leave if you wanna" You told me to grow up You walked out, I'm fu*ked up And now you're gone and I'm here Another heartbreak and a wasted year [Verse 2] I tried therapy, everything You said it wasn't good enough "I su*k" is all I hear every day You're always screamin' out your lungs And it's just because [Chorus] I don't wanna pretend We're still friends in the summer Did you think I'd forget? I said, "Leave if you wanna" You told me to grow up You walked out, I'm fu*ked up And now you're gone and I'm here Another heartbreak and a wasted year [Bridge] Cross my heart, one day we'll be dead No, it's too late, this has to end We fu*ked this up, at least I tried At least we tried If we're breaking up, just don't wake me up If we're breaking up, please don't wake me up [Chorus]I don't wanna pretend We're still friends in the summer Did you think I'd forget? I said, "Leave if you wanna" You told me to grow up You walked out, I'm fu*ked up And now you're gone and I'm here Another heartbreak and a wasted year