Twisted Insane - Blackout lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, and that's fo' real Y'all know what I'm talkin' 'bout Cause y'all don't know what I did in this game In this lifetime of turmoil Bein' hard, real hard But I'm still here, you feel me ? [Verse 1] 3 years old In the alley with the Colt And my mom's in a trash can In southeast tryna get it with some sauce From my prego while I was suppose to get laughed at I didn't have no birthdays, I didn't have no christmas I didn't have no tables with food and sh** I didn't have the new kicks My daddy didn't loan 'em, But we don't have the money to do this sh** I really came from nothin', wasn't suppose to make it Wasn't supposed to be up on these stages Lookin' at all the pretty faces Gettin' sick and logical leavin' in my sh** And tossin' out the basics Wasn't even supposed to be livin' Saw your people in a federal prison Never stopped me from goin' on missions Save my position 'Till at least I got money all up on people Who got up on my business Watchin' any n***as in my mind oughta try For the rhyme or when they Tryna be friends of me I remember when a couple years ago them Same motherf**ers we recall was an enemy And I'm the one who keep it real I remember 7 years up to my pops, to preach with a n***a with south Hide me in the trashbag, tossed me up in the closet Locked me up in that motherf**er for hours My love for the music came as a little snotty nosed kid With my whole life ahead of me They ain't seein' the best of me at 106 & park At the dark with the sharks as my destiny [Bridge] From the diamond in the rust To a diamond who's shinin' Blind and then givin' it up Swirlin' and tippin' my cup Sippin' they cut Right beside motherf**ers Who don't be givin' a f** Unless I really wanna blackout [Hook] Sittin' by myself with the pistol in the middle on the devil When I put it to my dome Nobody can step inside shoes Tellin' 'em what I gotta do When I think about my crowd Doin' different shows Different city every night They be hidin' when runnin' up in the zone Somebody bringin' meetin' different people Everyday but they realize that I was all alone I just wanna blackout, blackout, blackout ("I really just want to run away !" x2) [Verse 2] 11 years old: -still lookin' bummy And dumb with no lunchmoney -Started take a knife to school Just incase one of these motherf**ers try to take somethin' from me Introduce to weed at a young age Now it's on my lungs And my gun's on the front page This isn't fun what has begun I am so young I am the one I want to run away Chewin' at the world with a pure descent And they all wanna hear my sh** All 'em n***as that be spittin' wish me dead Cause they can hear my spit As I chewed on my spearment And I'm the one who keep it real Lucky if I was even to get a happy meal Livin' on crumbs for real My mom was ill When Motherf**ers was trippin' on unpaid bills SHIIT !!! Here this the life we lead The right to breath But I was on a mission Don't do that stay on the right track But it's hard to say that to a who'll never listen (Superior never really knew the composition) Sure I was hot but I had no pot to piss in Makin' my circle around me so tight And if they yell I'd keep 'em off in a distance From the L.A. deep from resistance Down with the homies I see aida hooked up with the sickness I'm legally carried And that's legally scary But until they bury me I'mma 'come visious (visious) [Bridge] [Hook] [Outro] ???