It's 4am I can't find sleep But anger sure found me I'm reaching in too deep No wonder I can't see at all & now it's time to run away from thoughts I'd rather not have Today was a brand new day Tomorrow's here to stay now It's here to stay I'm gonna close my eyes I'm gonna close my mind 'Cause when you're not here I can't find no peace at all I'm sorry if I can't forgive I'm sorry if I can't forget It's only once I live & maybe half of it is left & every night I think about how we wasted our lives Just because we never tried 'Cause we always lie We always lie Don't know when I could restart because I'm falling apart You said I could trust you You said I could love you Now look at what I've become