The mirror can't lie I'm wearing a disguise Don't even want to look twice At this fake-a** smile I put on every night Sometimes I just wish I died Well I die It's just no use trying to fight When I know right from the start I'm gonna lose the race I want to change my face Sometimes it's too hard To stare at these old scars No regrets don't mean no regard I want to erase The memories misplaced It's all right here on my face Like a bullet through my heart Cause I know right from the start I'm gonna lose my place How can I make these thoughts go away? It's insincerity Sometimes I want to take the whole head Maybe someday it will be OK No more stupidity I'm gonna keep the neck instead I'm gonna lose my head