(XEL) Riding at 85, anxieties may be high Not trying to say goodbye, just flyin' the greyer skies But I wanna stay alive, so tell me what wasn't said right Thinking about what would happen if I just run this red light It's chaos, I'm hoping it will pay off, some day ya'll Gonna wonder where the real sh** went and try to have a seance Spray walls, with 98 cent paint cans We'll play ball, but they lost, so I'm a take the game plan, it's way off Chopping over the top of them beats, talking em to sleep If they watching me better be taking notes, you walking with the sheep Only to cops is when you speak, homie I thought you from the street I live off the map middle of nowhere, we'd just toss em in a creek I won't sit with the ma**es In my zone lifted from wax hits Shown typical wack sh** Don't mix with the masters My throne giveth it back quick Homes lit with the matches Blown liquids and ga**es Go and sift through the ashes (Hook) x2 I will never know what you've been told (But it's all lies you must've bought) Wait too long and the food went cold (Lost your money you're now just a thought) You see, I'm kind of upset already rolled half the dro We don't check we know, where the road has to go When I claim that I know what, no rapper knows You've been told that befo' but I gotta a flow that's controlled We'll never make a lot but there is no laughter though Cause most the money's made is from what is sold after shows My boat is sinking quick, I know there's no cash below Hoping someday it will change how this whole chapter goes Money charts went to the peak But how do you live Utopia? apartments, cars you gotta park em' in the street And the price you paid to live there really starting to get steep But you smile and say "it's my dream", scars carved into your cheek Strange thoughts in the brain yes Aim dots at the main threats Same costs with the same checks Ain't lost at this game yet Heaven's gates remained locked Drive in the storms the raindrops hit the Rain-X I just thank god for this Trainwreck (Hook)