Tungsten - Since The Break lyrics

Gravity extends it's arthritic fingers It begins to pull down on my face What I looked at once as pleasure Is now a thorn of annoyance Simple tasks of my past Are difficult to unfold It's been years since your embers were felt Displacement on earth Gray matter gone Dendrites have hardened Since the break "During my life-time, it has been a constant search of Understanding the functional aspects of emotion After years of experiencing my disgust, rejection, fear, pity, anger and disappointment in life I feel now that I'm in too deep And I refuse to submit to this..." This neck has felt the noose This wrist has seen the blade But it's no glory for me I've drug it to the end I've run it to the ground But now I realize That I am stronger