Tungsten - Just Fades Away lyrics

PUSHED: The strength is stripped now GROUND: There's dust in my eyes KICKED: The things that I wished for It must get better, I can't see the end from here SPLIT: It's open now OPEN: Exposed to all I feel NERVES: I feel everything. It's pulsating I never want to feel again SELF ESTEEM: Never ever had it here GOALS: Out of touch and out of reach TONGUE: Extends to taste the good life That never seems to come my way SELF: Get away from me BREAK: Go on? What's the point? NERVES: I feel everything. It's pulsating I never want to feel again I feel a might unsteady My nerves have just been shot The pressure points are felt The pain is almost numb Can't take no more Won't take no more What can I do? I have no control You say to have "hope" You say to have "faith" "Just wait for tomorrow, it's another day" The calendar day changes Day after day But the day that I seek It just fades away