Tungsten - Indifferent lyrics

I've laid dormant for some time And I'm the one who has put me there Discouraged and angry And I don't see a reason to share This ship has sunk a million times It will sink a million more Here's your invite to help you hate me Mounds of worthless stinking guilt Those feelings are pushed away I only believe in myself At night I clench my fist As I breathe these words again "This war inside of me, is ripping me to shreds" Depression is tearing me As self-hatred prevails again I've been dammed for all these years Clawed and carved solutions die My self worth? Annihilate! Indifferent