Tungsten - After It's Over lyrics

Isolation, I'm trapped up and afraid Outside world, how can trust be made? So many sides to see, so many lies Take down my guard and find I'm knocked down every time "No risk, No chance", that I have to take Can't sit back and dig a lonely grave No need for games, I bring you no harm Spare me your lies Nothing gained, but all is lost I can't get a hold of my life You control my fate... I feel I have no meaning My thoughts are growing cold Dreams of joy and gladness Remain as I grow old