Tsu Surf - Trapped lyrics

[Verse 1: Tsu Surf] It's an open book of me that I've been givin' out These ain't no movie stories, that I'm living out Lonely, when a b**h change my mind f** it, kick her out Patron and pills, weed and shots, xan problems Taurus, 17 shot, itchy finger, hand pop You don't like us, that's your damn problem Scooby Doo, we be deep, whole gang up in that van mobbin' Homies say that I be trippin', I'ma cause your sh** well Twist L's still be in them same place the clips smell Leanin', holdin' grudges make the work easy It's on when I catch 'em, man they did my cuz' greazy An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth And I miss 'em, for that, I'm tryna' pull a n***a wisdom Lord forgive me for my sins, I ain't gotta lie to you For everything that I did and everything that I'm bouta' do So cuz' when I make it, he was tourin' no problem Weeks later got a call like "Big bro, they got 'em" They sayin' Surf need to sign like a real n***a I'm worried which f** n***a k**ed my lil n***a I can't have this sh**, grandma knew I relapsed She be mad as sh**, she be mad as sh** West coast flights, best flicks, movies Those often to a whole 'nother six (?) Think about any label, they don't fit do they I was right there, they ain't do sh** to me Pull up in a foreign with a foreign n***as grilling, Foreman, what's been soft Cause informants be informing k**er for the team, but I'm on to bigger things Send them young bulls, (?) I just point the route, young god Honestly I should be giving pointers out Red beam accurate precision, cuz' tweet 'em out I got morals and just sh** I have to do My momma shake every time her phone ring after two Workin' and I'm outtie', couldn't do it without me It's Jersey, I heard they freed Albee [Verse 2: Albee Al] See I'm from where blood k** blood, cuz' k** cuz' You can get k**ed by somebody that you love Somebody that you trust, can't even sell d** Cause sometimes the motherf**in' rat will be the plug And Goose got k**ed last month, rest in peace And I really felt the pain for his aunt, I k**ed his aunt She always been like a sister to me And she always tell me "Bro, for real, I wanna' leave" I always tell her to leave 'Cause every year it's like the cycle repeat I know one day they'll find me dead in them streets It's f**ed up, but it's real They know he snitchin', but they f** with them still I feel alone, that's why I talk to Jamill 'Cause he know how it feel, against the odds They try to (?) So many people dying, why I don't feel scared Am I supposed to be, am I supposed to be I know the reaper gettin' close to me I hear voices over me, I just really hope it's me Got me schizophrenic, in a panic, I can't go to sleep Water on my face, snap out of it Caught too many cases as a juvie', so no scholarship I been doin' lotta' sh**, swear I'm gettin' hot as sh** Remember ridin' dirty with that dirty on my rider sh** Quiet (?) I'm doing sh** that I know I regret I think this liquor helping me with my stress I love my n***as to d**h, two days ago is the last time I slept Somebody baby just got shot in the neck, I'm like "Pray for the best" and make me think about my little ones My princesses and my lil son and my lil son If something happen to them, man I'm k**ing every one Talkin' bout your mothers and aunts n***a everyone They changed my ways, man it's hard I even told my problems to god Cause I knew through it all that he could probably help me evolve It's a war and they want it resolved, they want it resolved I'm like "Nah, let's get his brother involved, f** that, let's get his mother involved"