True God - Zuri's Song lyrics

Aquarius and Gemini combine to create a Cancer/ Birth a world of questions, but you can't create the answers/ Born on July 12th, she's the shining princess/ A future queen in my eyes, re-defining interest/ A reawakening, just helped me to refine the senses/ Saw her head crowning, I replay it every time and instance/ The doctor brought her up and said here's your baby girl/ And in my mind I'm thinking this one's gonna save the world/ And at the time, sh** her mother was my favorite girl/ Staring in her eyes, thinking me and her could face the world/ Just watching you sleep/ Your little hands and feet/ Your precious face just glows, it put us both at peace/ The circle of life complete/ at times, could barely speak/ your mother displayed strength, one that I just couldn't reach/ Thank God you arrived on time and fully healthy/ I held you in my arms, just praying like "Lord Help Me"/ Chorus-(Sung) Hush little baby, don't you cry..../ One day I'll explain all the reasons why....../ I know things have changed since you were born...../ But forever I'll keep you safe and warm...../ To be honest/ For the first month, I was f**ing up, and wasn't keeping my promise/ Annoyed with your mother and every one of her comments/ I even yelled at you once, I look back so astonished/ sh**, you were only two weeks old/ I can't believe myself, fighting a battle, that needs to be told/ I saw love and innocence through her two week soul/ But never knew in two weeks, that love would decompose/ Cause two weeks later, I'm at odds with your mom/ And that's my fault, some harmless flirting, done turned into a bomb/ I spent time trying to fix it, but in essence it's gone/ But you were made out of love, just know it's presence is strong/ And I wish I could repair, give you this family life/ But it feels like I failed, you understanding me right?/ We set goals for this sh**, man those plans were so tight/ But it fell apart so fast, could barely stand up and fight/ And I apologize/ I never touched another woman, just a lot of lies/ But sh** your momma wouldn't hear it, sh** a lot of pride/ So I explain through these lyrics, couldn't try to hide/ Cause I felt it in my spirit, everytime I cried/ And I just hope you never feel it, in my mind I tried/ And so reflect I do often/then karma came around same time you started walking/ But truthfully your momma put the nail in this coffin/ Chorus- You can be what you want, bear a goddess aura/ A future superstar, a doctor or successful lawyer/ I love you more than life, I'll give up mine to see you shine/ Can't describe the feeling cause it's something that can't be defined/ We had babysitters for you, that's unbearable/ We both working, they in the house treating you terrible/ And I felt to blame for it, truly my mistake/ So in turn I quit my job just to watch you and be safe/ And I could never turn my back like my father did/ Lead by example, so I show you what a father is/ Supply wisdom, love, everything a father gives/ I wonder how these so-called men abandon all they kids?/ I just wanna watch you grow, and cherish every moment/ Already 1, it's crazy, time flies dont it?/ I can't express how much I love you, for you I exist/ And I thank God everyday for such a precious gift/ Chorus