Trog'low - Blockade lyrics

[Verse 1] Breaking papers just by taking lectures with them Looking at me I don't want the whole world to start looking for me And shorten all the things that I say And shifting the array to portray me like I play The role in a conspiracy that doesn't even exist Because I am just talking through the flick of my wrist Just another kid that picked up a microphone Went flipping through the pages and then found himself a home Look, I am just here Because the internet has made far places feel near Because I hold all my favorite rappers so dear Since 5th grade when they put Method Man in my ear But now I love all of these groups, that have no common ground Except for making hip-hop but not even in sound That is similar enough for me to replicate it Cut back to the room in which I sit [Chorus] Writing all night, crying all night Cursing all night, frustrated all night Embarra**ed all night, mad because I got a blockade Plotting all day, searching all day Noting all day, forget what I say Trying to make way But I have a blockade [Verse 2] That's the problem that I have when I'm looking at the graph man I love doing this, so I don't understand Why I have so much trouble just writing a song With good rhymes and melodies to sing along I often compensate my own mediocrity By exaggerating fully and then hoping they don't see Just how not interesting my life really is I wish that I could claim „Ignorance is Bliss“ I had a dream that I had woke up But I bet that I'm still sleeping With my arms folded and eyes closed Every pore of my body just bleeding Ideas I could use in so many of my songs So much that dry times would never come along So much I would never miss things to say Me talking forever, a frightening display [Bridge] Und es klingt mal wieder so als würde ich rumjammern Aber das tu ich nicht Ich versuch nur mich selber zu verstehen [Chorus]