I'm my daddy when I drink My mama when I cry I'm honest when I tell the truth And lying when I lie And there's a lot of things that I don't do 'Cause I don't follow through like I want to But I don't want to The devil's begging for me time The good Lord for my soul I'm always easier to catch Than I've ever been to hold I'm a twisted rose, a tangled weed The last thing that I need is to want you 'Cause I don't want to But that ain't what this love's about My heart ain't on my side And if someday it don't work out Then we can say we tried I'm not afraid of anything But now I'm running scared I know the hurt that this could bring Is more than I could bear I'm tired of wearing lonely shoes I've nothing left to lose that I don't want to But I don't want to 'Cuz that ain't what this love's about My heart ain't on my side And if someday it don't work out Then we can say we tried That ain't what this love's about My heart ain't on my side And if someday it don't work out Then we can say we tried