Trip Lee - Cryin' Out lyrics

I still remember when I first started living this thing And you gave me the grace to make the right decision to change My whole lifestyle was flipped most thought the kid was insane Even those close to me my homies wasn't feeling it mayne But still I wanted some more, I wanted to know this infinite King You restored my heart and your glory started to stick in my brain I couldn't get enough of your scripture I was simply amazed By Acts, Galatians, Revelation, 1 Corinthians, James I couldn't fathom something would happen to make me stray away I couldn't imagine leaving my Dad that took me from my playa ways Who rescued me from the storm, all those gray and rainy days The one with that amazing grace, the same one who gave me faith But recently it seems to me that pa**ion is fading It's almost like I forgot my Holy Dad was amazing And without noticing your Word, I started reading it less Yeah I'm alive, but it feels like I'm just breathing to d**h I'm cryin' out! I'm crying out ‘cause I'm weak and unworthy Lord Jesus it hurts me, I'm in need of your mercy Would you please come and restore me To the servant I used to be When I was just seeking your glory and was content with you and me I'm cryin out I'm crying out ‘cause I'm weak and unworthy Lord Jesus it hurts me, I'm in need of your mercy Would you please come and restore me To the servant I used to be When I was just seeking your glory and was content with you and me I'm cryin out After you snatched you up I saw that life without you wasn't life You couldn't pay me a million bucks to go back to shunning Christ I'd tell my boys the joy of living abundant life Read ya sword seek the Lord I'd tell em to run to Christ But my desires much less, it's clear that I am such a mess My life crumbles now I stumble and I am deserving d**h At first it was just not reading but now it's leading to sin And its been so long I wonder if Ill see you again And the sin makes it even harder for your grace change my heart up Each breath I take is hard the separations getting farther I'm scared to pray unto my father ‘cause I feel unworthy To seek His face I didn't bother, yeah it makes me wanna holler Cause everything I've known seems to be fading away This thing is crazy I pray that you'd erase it today And I know cant just sit idle and wait for you to do it But I don't know what do I'm crying as I'm going through it I'm cryin out! I'm crying out ‘cause I'm weak and unworthy Lord Jesus it hurts me, I'm in need of your mercy Would you please come and restore me To the servant I used to be When I was just seeking your glory and was content with you and me I'm cryin out Now its getting even worse cause my sin doesn't even hurt me as much Why would I leave my first love I used to thirst for your touch For your direction of my life I loved your glorious throne I'd put myself in the back seat and seek your glory alone But now because I love it less I'm becoming morally wrong I may look the same to all the others but Lord you notice I'm gone You know I long to come back I miss that peace I used to feel When I'd reap pray unceasingly and read what you've revealed But I'm not plus I got a minor depression that I'm hating To learn a lesson now I'm waiting I'm starting to question my salvation I'm nothing, I'm dirt I need something to work So Ill try the only thing that does I gotta jump in ya Word And maybe if I read Ill be able to recapture The things that made fall in love with Jesus, King and Master I know it'll be a struggle but I gotta fight hard To delight in the Christ who saved me like lifeguards I'm cryin out! I'm crying out ‘cause I'm weak and unworthy Lord Jesus it hurts me, I'm in need of your mercy Would you please come and restore me To the servant I used to be When I was just seeking your glory and was content with you and me I'm cryin out