Tri State k**ing Spree - If Not For Heaven lyrics

Hello to the girl I loved I wish to see you again To caress your smile disbelief Entangled hands in red hair I guess that there's no sense in dreaming To fear upon your bed and wait I guess that there's no sense in living This fear inside me braves on Now before I wander Into the storm I'd breathe your name And fall again And pray to you once more But you would push me in Into the rain And close the door I fell before To embrace the eyes of him But I must move on Into the end Sweet empty hands of embered rain To never fill upon me again I never wanted this I never wanted this I never wanted any more of this Hello to the girl I lost I wanted to see you again Hello in the ground I fill To reach for heaven You were the best friend I had If not for heaven If not for her If not forever I wish I could hold onto Things that she was To feel again and fear the same as you Things that she was But never would I feel And all that she would say is Not to win, not to blame Not to live, not to save me From this song I never wanted to sing